Goodbye, for now.

As all of you might have been wondering… I can’t – as of now, bring Yzzy and/or Tabby with me to Las Vegas. For the past months that we have been so stuck here in Manila, our world seems to slow down. Its just the typical day and nothing-to do-coz-we-have-to-wait attitude every single day. Yet the long wait has finally ended… Yzzy and Tabby will be leaving for Cagayan de Oro… And this time, I wish. I wish. I wish. I had more days with them even if we had to endure another more days in Manila. Even if it was difficult to live by each day when the typhoon Ondoy striked the place we were at.. Even if it was all difficult for us, I wanted more time with my family.

Yet this inevitable moment, though prolonging it would be just difficult, has to be faced. Tabby and I have not been in a good condition to talk about goodbye’s and peace talks lately. It has been emotionally hard for us no matter how we try to suppress it. We just end up having our minds blown off into sudden spurts of anger and dislike… We’ll, we were in denial. I know we both were. Denying the hurtful fact that one has to leave temporarily for an uncertain period of time to somehow live the dream of having a much better future for our family.

I would like to share to you some photos of my “last day” with Yzzy at the NAIA Airport in Manila.

Life indeed has given me some share of hurts and happiness both at the same time. I just pray now that He will provide me strength to go on this. I know He will.